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there is this cologne that an old friend gave me.

i still have it, and every time i spray it on, i just remember every little thing about this friend.

from the times we hung out at her house, to starbucks off of thousand oaks; and then jack in the box at three in the morning, and spiderman 3, and a whole ton of memories.

the thing is, they seem so tangible, as if they just happened yesterday.

in a way, it makes me sad, cause of the friendship i don't have anymore.

but at the same time, it makes me happy; happy that i know i had those fond memories with her, and that every time, for the rest of my life, that i smell that cologne, ill remember these fond memories.

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