taylor swift

im officially in love with her.

it's terrible, cause i don't think i have a chance with her.

but..

im in love with HER, as a person.

haha.

oh, and im trying to get a shoot with her.

that would be..awesome!

i was driven around 1604

on monday.

yeh, the entire loop. 

it took us (tara and i) two and a half hours.

that right there made me happy. 

genuinely, happy and at peace. 

several things

have happened since my last post.

actually, i don't remember quite exactly what all has transpired. 

i've come to the realization that im the worst blogger there is.

but i do like to twitter!

(you can see my twitter by clicking the above link...)

anyways.

i had this WEIRD dream last night.

i had this dream that i was building my website..

and then i took it to.................tara's mom to critique it.

HOW WEIRD IS THAT? 

i haven't even talked to that girl in like, two weeks.

how is it possible that i had a dream about her?

it was just..weird.

im getting my 85mm f/1.8 fixed, hopefully today.

and i almost wanted to switch to canon; and then realized that their autofocus SUCKS on the 5d mk II (the equivalent of my d700).

i won't lie, though; i wish nikon had put a scroll wheel (iPod like) on the back of my d700..

and hd video at your disposal is a SIMPLE PHENOMENAL.

anyways.

i have a baseball game to take pictures at.

get to see my favorite person now. ;) 

im such a nerd, seriously

so, my phone wasn't working earlier today.

i made the fatal mistake of trying to update my iphone to 3.0 a few months too early.

anyways, here's the story, for those who care.

iphone update 3.0.

it is supposed to come out in june, and it WILL BE free, then.

it was announced yesterday, march 17. 

anyways, me being the geek that i am, really, really wanted to use it before it actually came out.. so i just kinda rushed it. my friend matt teased me, and i couldn't take it - i just had to get it. so he sent me the file. and i updated my phone to 3.0. but then it turns out you need to be a registered developer for the update to work. apparently when you register as a developer, you also register your iphone through some serial number, and then they know that only those registered iphones can work with the BETA 3.0 update. well, they don't tell you this until AFTER you've updated, and rendered your iphone USELESS. so either, im without a phone, or i pay $107. so i had to pay the $107 now, to get what is essentially a free update in three months. -_-

anyways.

i finally got it back to working, and now im running the BETA 3.0 update.

here are a few of my new favorite updates.

(click links to see picture)

spotlight search: available across all applications. systemwide search available from main home screen by flicking to the left. sweet!

cut, copy, and paste!!: also available across all apps. just shake to undo or redo

landscape keyboard: available in all key apps, including mail and sms (now called messaging). MMS: you can send and receive photos right over the network. contacts (vcard). audio files. or even your location. im not sure if you'll need to add another plan to your bill; hopefully not! 

call logs: much better than what they had before; and now they actually show outgoing AND incoming calls.

there are a few more updates that i am really excited about, that i haven't been able to access yet.

such as...

- PUSH FREAKING NOTIFICATIONS. and not the crappy ones that drain your battery. they now just go through a 3rd party server, and then they're pushed onto apple's cloud, and then to your phone, almost instantaneously. 

- voice memos. (i was actually too lazy to try that out)

- shake to shuffle, like the latest generation ipod nanos. 

- safari anti-phishing. 

- ability to send multiple photos through an email at once. (i couldn't figure out how to do this if my depended on it)

a few more, but im tired of writing.

source.

disappointed shoots

i was supposed to be shooting a famous danilo montero this saturday..

sadly, that had to be postponed, because of the weather out in houston this weekend. 

oh well.

i set up a shoot out in california this summer.

a wedding, in temecula, california (between san diego and los angeles). 

i mean, seriously.

look at this, really. 

that kind of throws a wrench in my internship plans with mr chase jarvis, out in seattle.

we'll see how that works out, though.

i hope to update this more often, as time and discipline permit, of course. 

why don't i post more often?

i don't know.

im a rather busy person.

but this week i've had interesting conversations about homosexuality, beastiality, and then of course freemasonry.

ahhh.

i love facebook, and the fact that i can talk about this openly, and argue and disagree with a person, even if they are wrong/right and im not. 

it is finished

yesssssssssssss.

im so happy and excited!

www.davidteran.com

it finally looks a bit more professional.

not sure if im going to leave the front like that, though.

i gotta change it.

i love the /portfolio section. 

YES.

i wrote the entire code for that site.

mr winfield little pushed me in the right direction..

and now im done.

yay. 

dreamweaver

i keep having this dream.

im not sure if it's a good dream or bad dream.

but it goes like this:

im just living my life, around the house..

and my mother suddenly appears in it.

and i wake up sobbing, cause i know it's not real, it's a dream.

it's sad, i think.

dislocated body parts

yep.

i dislocated my shoulder.

IT FREAKING HURT, let me assure you of that.

so im taking pictures at the softball tournament, at cornerstone, and one of the pitchers - carolyn - asked me to warm up with her...kinda.

of course i agree and do it.

as we've been tossing the ball for a while, she encourages me to throw it as hard as i can.

hesitant, i tell her i don't know if i can control it, and where it'll end up; she finally convinces me, though, and i throw it as hard as i can.

BAM. crack, crackle, crunch.

OOOOOOOOWWWW.

so much pain.

excruciating pain! you don't even know; there aren't words to describe the pain i went through for the next three hours.

after much discussion, it was decided that no one at cornerstone was capable (or legally allowed) to pop it back in, and i had to go to texas med clinic. 

alec, a friend of isaiah, kindly drove me, and helped me fill out some paperwork.

anyways.

down to the good stuff.

about an hour later, they let me in, and the doctor tells me (in a nutshell): look, we can't give you any medicine before we pop it back in place. you can thank the state legislature for just passing a law stating we're not allowed to give medicine out for these types of procedures. 

-_-

basically, i was screwed. 

i get my shirt off, per doctor's orders, and they instruct me to lay face first on the bed.

mind you, every move i make rockets pain through my entire shoulder, arm, and forearm. 

so when the doctor started tying a 50 pound weight to my shoulder and arm, you can imagine i wasn't too ecstatic! 

anyways, those next ten minutes were quite honestly, the most painful i have ever been in my life.

i was screaming non stop. oooowww.

here's a picture. 

i have an idea

that would be so cool, if it actually came into fruition.

tim duncan, spurs basketball star, two-time nba MVP, four-time champion, great all around guy.

betcha didn't know that tim duncan didn't start playing basketball till he was 14.

huh?

yeah, thought so.

up until then, tim duncan trained for the olympics..

get this, as a swimmer.

then a hurricane came along, and destroyed the pool, so the team moved to the ocean (virgin islands) to train; tim duncan, however, was afraid of sharks, so he quit swimming, and decided to pick up basketball.

and that is where my idea comes in.

i want to do a shoot that involves tim duncan playing basketball...in an empty pool.

or a full pool - im not sure on that part yet.

i think it would be so awesome,  and he'd love it - IF I COULD LAND THE JOB.

cool.

pray for me to land it. 

breaking off

friendships that are no good for me.

i should have done this a long time ago, before it even started.

you'll see.

ill talk less to you.

that's how it'll start.

yay.

i feel......like a huge load just came off my back.

all star game

at my house, pretty rad, i won't lie.

i enjoyed it.

eh.

i did.

and today, i realized who i really like. (surprised)

im so lame.

hackintosh

my hackintosh is finally completed!

it was a pain in the butt to perfect, but it is done now.

am i pleased, or what?

:D

check this out:

the 2.5 GHz Unknown processor is a 2.5GHz QUAD CORE.

i love it; it's BLAZING FAST.

oh, and avid readers: please pray 'that my aunt get that grant, all $500K of it, for her job.' 

thanks. :)

so i told this someone

that i like her.

im not sure it went as well as i would have liked.

oh well.

at least all is not lost, as chris martin likes to sing. 

finished the girl's middle school portraits, for the basketball team.

(in the "process" of editing the middle school boy's portraits - basketball as well)

tomorrow, thursday, february 12th, i have the varsity soccer portraits - im excited about those. i hope they come out dang awesome. 

tonight, though, switchfoot, at the rodeo - woohoo! 

im going, and sneaking my camera in with one of my little sister's bags. 

all is well with my soul...i think.

i like someone

yes.

i think it's time i like someone.

i haven't told many people, maybe one or two, or three. or four. 

i really, really like this lady.

and she is soooooooo perfect.

except for one dang small thing.

and that is upsetting, cause i could totally see myself asking her out. 

oh well.

i will work on that detail, and see where it goes from there.

i don't even know if she likes me, so i guess it's a moot point unless she does, right?