100 ideas

i used to want to go to photography school. i still do, sort of. i am stuck on the idea of going now, two years from now, or after i have found a wife. i can see the benefits in an online friend - she has progressed so much in six months that she has attended, that alone has almost made me want to go.

it's expensive, though. $100K+ expensive, for just three years. not including room and board. but she swears it's completely worth it. said it would open up my style. and i quote: "when i see your images, i see the same stylization in each one. visually it gets dull to me, lots of super dark shots with sporadic lighting. i just tend to think it's over done these days."

that hit me like a ton of bricks. i knew that i was stuck in this rut...but i don't know how to get out, i want to change this style, this "dark style" that i have. i'm tired of it. i have a shoot thursday (hopefully..! the first since my accident...) and i am already planning on lighting it the same way.

this is completely frustrating.

ughhh.

anyways, in hopes to break this rut, i am going to do 100 different ideas.

randomly. we'll see how this goes. 

my ideas, via keri smith.